New Perspectives From Cancer Patients - NYTimes.com
".......That is Susan Gubar’s staggering, searing “Memoir of a Debulked Woman.” Ms. Gubar
may not be a health professional, but as a noted feminist critic (she
is an author of the influential 1970s classic “Madwoman in the Attic”),
she has certainly spent a career immersed in the meaning and functions
of the female body. In one of those inexplicably savage medical ironies,
she was felled in her early 60s by the worst of the “female” diseases: ovarian cancer. As is common, it had spread throughout her abdomen by the time of diagnosis.
Cases like Ms. Gubar’s are usually first treated with the surgical
removal of as much cancer as possible, along with all dispensable
abdominal organs that are affected or at risk. This is the “debulking”
of her title, and it is about as close to evisceration as civilians can
experience. It became her focal metaphor for the experience of sudden
dire illness, as all other interests drop away save “an overriding and
offensive obsession with one’s own physical vulnerability.” On a less
literary note, the procedure winds up bringing her almost more physical
grief than the cancer itself.
Ms. Gubar moves back and forth between poet and patient, with the
occasional sidestep into academic mode as she reviews writing by women
affected with similar illness. It is a difficult and potentially
cringe-making project.
But even the most skeptical and finicky reader — even the healthy
reader, even the healthy male reader — will not put this book down. Some
of its appeal comes from Ms. Gubar’s skill with textual analysis, and
some from various appealing verbal shenanigans (has anyone else found
and pondered the “mother” in chemotherapy,
for instance?). Most gripping, though, is her frank, courageous account
of life with a horrific postoperative infection in her large intestine
that came to involve the buttock area....
